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04 April 2007 @ 08:36 pm
There’s somebody that I miss so much I can’t even bare it. I’ve tried so much to get them out of my mind but it just wont work. Recently for some reason he just keeps coming back into my mind. We haven’t talked for AGES and it just sucks to be honest! I really miss our conversations; our jokes; our stupid arguments. It was good fun! I was always so happy when I was with them; it isn’t something I can even describe… It’s the only person I’ve actually been that happy with when I’m around them. It was weird. I wasn’t used to it but it was nice. But now I never see them and I don’t know when I can! I’ve not thought properly about it because it just makes me upset. I know it’s pathetic and stupid but I don’t care! I cant help it if I’m sad and I cant keep pushing it further back in my mind because then when it comes back it hits me harder than ever.
I also have avoided talking about it, I know it annoys people. It always has. The voice is always ‘just get over it you know nothings going to happen’. It’s not that easy. Maybe for you it is. But I’m not that kind of person.

God sake I hate being this bloody emotional.


Rubbish wee poem i wrote.
Tried to make it sound better by making it graphically look good.

I Feel So...: gloomygloomy
Listening To: PlayRadioPlay!
15 December 2005 @ 10:10 pm
This is a friendies only journal
So you random nosey people can't read it